Wednesday, January 12, 2005

the school library is now my home.

there are times where you make a big deal out of nothing and in the end think it is sort of hilarious.

i am really thinking about what happened yesterday and it is outrageously funny that i reacted so barbaricly towards you. for that i apologize with all my heart.

but your reaction towards my reaction provoked me to withstand the barbaric approach.but i understand that you too were just reacting at that very moment. its okay. we're all alike.

my jacket smells of ciggerettes. wonder if people around me now can smell the stinkiness of it all.

this semester i am a rebel without a cause. skipping lectures and tutorials and dropping cds. i am bound to get at least four warning letters. so buckle up elly, your parents are going to kick your arse.

i have come to realize i have no purpose in life. i am living just because i have to. i do not wish to die though. comtemplating suicide is so passe.

but living without a purpose is just like being dead inside.
i know, i have everything from lovers to friends to a loving family. it is all good enough.

the saddest person in the world is one who has everything but is still sad.

god, help us all.


ladollyvita at 1:34 PM