Sunday, October 31, 2004

Go ahead and read me like a book

i am

narcissistic.

critical minded.

money minded.

a hypocrite.

a liar.

anti-gay.

a procastinator.

an ant killer.

a fart machine.

egoistic.

blind as a bat.

and thats what most of you are but are just too oblivious to your own darn personality to see. well maybe the last point is just me. heh.

ladollyvita at 5:03 PM

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Let's do the electric bagaloo

a late night three-second electric shock left me giggling. the bathroom switch passed an electric current to my tiny finger and made my hand kind of buzz or something. it was funny and refreshing all the same. a quasi-adrenaline rush. but lets not make it a habit.

i often get mini-electric shocks. and then i go whoa. but my fingers werent even wet to begin with.

everybody please pray with me that i will and i can pass my microecons supp paper. please squeeze that little prayer for me in your daily prayers and terawihs. much appreciated. hugs and kisses to everyone.

ladollyvita at 10:48 PM

Monday, October 25, 2004

when you have been waiting for a moment to happen, and it finally did. everything you have been planning to say is lost. then you felt for a moment there, at that very point you are face to face with the source of all your emotions. then it seemed like only yesterday you were crying a thousand oceans. then your mind goes berserk. and then blank.

blank.

that was all i ever wanted. just a plain sorry.

so now the story has finally ended with a happy ending.

ladollyvita at 4:14 PM

Sunday, October 24, 2004

the reason for absence is my super-ego.

ladollyvita at 5:39 PM

Thursday, October 14, 2004

my previous entry was just for the sake of updating. heh. wonder if theres any yellow bricked road in singapore?
white chicks was funny. had fun out with k.a.com.my and apat.

erm...
insecurity is a norm and you can get over it. i dont really think you love him. i think you are yet to meet the right person. he will come sooner or later. dont rush or chase it, just be patient. you're only seventeen.

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you are my favourite superbhero. you make me feel so brand new. always there when i need you. you are just simply amazing and im glad i got you, foo. my buddy and my boyfriend, you're all that.

i know you will explode when you see your name here. you will blush and you will call me up as soon as you see your name and will tell me to take it out and then i will wonder why you wouldnt want to tell the world. so i shall erase that burden of yours and delete your name that i just typed above.

the boy is odd. the boy. the boy. the boy. ah screw it, mohammad azfar bin zainal. erp. huhurhur. i love you far.

ladollyvita at 1:00 PM

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

i've been away, on a melancholy road to nowhere. roaming around empty streets, making friends with stray cats. i went on a merry-go-round but i didnt get cotton candy. climbed up twenty storey flats and took pictures of the pouring rain. went to the beach and drown my feet into the sand. watched the sunset and poked a dead blackbird with twigs. walked on a yellow brick road and kept a spider in a bottle. i named him bambi and made him fight with armies of red ants. bambi died and then i said a little prayer. god just watched me from his coloured tv and laughed.

ladollyvita at 1:41 PM

Saturday, October 02, 2004

under construction, foo.

ladollyvita at 10:26 PM