i think pms kicked me off the bed today.
extremely pissed and annoyed with almost everyone, and not to forget this fucking computer.
some people have forgotten how to communicate. can you please say fucking decent sentences without having to insert insulting words at the end of every fucking sentence? it is starting to piss the fucking shit out of me. cheeby.
urgh.
dont come near me today,
i might kill you. honestly.
ladollyvita at 4:47 PM
i have been busy with school and sometimes busy with not going to school. it has been one hell of a month and ive been having bad dreams that makes me sad. give me a smile. a melancholic smile.
the only thing that keeps me up and alive is the dancing webcam whore.
the comforting voice early in the morning that wakes me up from nightmares.
the slightest brush of skin that makes me have butterflies in my tummy...no wonder its bulging. hurhurhur.
you are my buddy and my lover.
its you that i adore, you'll always be my whore.
tomorrow is a friday (=
i want to be like Paz from zwan.
can i?
ladollyvita at 10:09 PM
Blue Monday
I felt uneasy the moment i woke up on Monday morning. but i went to school anyway. i got home at around 5pm, went inside my room and lied on my bed. i stared at the ceiling with music still blasting in my ears. I was thinking whether i should pull out the ear stud which was infected. i thought long. an hour passed and i decided to go against the norms and pull out the ear stud which was located directly beside the mega superb bubble of infection. so when i was pulling it, i was pushing the bubble at the same time. my hands got all bloody and wet. honest.
and then came the shameful part of them all...i cried like a faggot watching little mermaid. the pain was unbearable! it was darn painful.
thirty minutes later (after much blood and tears), i managed to pull out the ear stud and now left with just one problem, the mega superb bubble of infection! is still there.
Forecast for Today
Tuesdays are the longest day of the week. i had nothing accomplished today.no, wait i did...eh..erm no...that was last week...oh yah...i had...erm...nah, that was yesterday. yeapyeap. blank day. we should put a black dot on today's canvas and call it The Dot. painters have the easiest occupations, dont you think so too?
ah, talking abt "The Dot", you noticed how band names with a 'The' in front are always cool. The beatles, The cure, The coral, The libertines, The strokes etc. wonder why.
so what do you think...The Elly, The Ellys or The Ellies?
ladollyvita at 7:18 PM
my thoughts in point form.
- i realized that now i lack of creativity and my grasp of the english language had deteriorated overnight.how leh lyke dis?
- my negativity seems worse when my birthday is around the corner.this is an obvious hint to some people.hurhurhur.
- went for the first two days of baybeats.saw some people i always hear about or read about.now i wish i had gotten the cotton candy.
- the boy cut his hair.finally got to see it.like adam brody?hah!not even close beb.hurhurhur.i prefer your long hair.but i still heart you nonetheless.
- few mths ago is now officially infected.its disgusting and painful.
painfully disgusting. - i hate girls.we talk too much.
- (ah..what the hell.im just going to say it:brown roxy sweater, the cure new album, D&G light blue, ringer shirt from heeren, mary janes, money.hurhurhur.)
ladollyvita at 5:24 PM
ladollyvita at 3:38 PM
i received complains from some people i linked from here, saying their names are not clearly visible and the buttons are just too darn small.grr.i custom made your link, man.wheres the appreciation? but being a nice person that i have always been, i shall reconstruct the whole link issue and i will be adding more links up as soon as the problem is solved and for now all links will be frozen until im done with the "problem".hah!
ladollyvita at 3:59 PM
i am now in the school free access lab.didnt go for my acc lecture.bahh.my bad habit is beginning to rise again.cabut beb, cabut sumer.let's see if i can even pass in term tests.this is why i hate group projects, you cannot depend on me.most of the time.hurhurhur.
cant wait for friday and baybeats.are you in?
popeyes are evil.they are under renovation.what the fucking hell.i want mash potatoes.mash potatoes!mash potatoes!they are going to be at terminal one in mid july though.terminal one is arghly.terminal two is coo-er.stupidos popeyeyos.
i just realized (five seconds ago) that singapore is smaller online.technology brings us closer together.sayang IT, sayang IT.people i know, know people i thought they never knew.thats odd.i am easily blown away by such moments.aaahhh.
my grrfriends are here altogether.our school schedule clashes with one another and its difficult to spend time together-gether.and now is one of those rare days.aawww.
the girls in my class are just different.they are not grr enough.hurhur.
now im going home.
cheerios machikanos pervertos makan chikos.
ladollyvita at 5:38 PM
i saw the maharaja of fagwhores on friday.he walked really, really fast as if his arse was on fire and by walking really fast, the wind will extinguish it.yes i am a longwinded person.
he came from the opposite direction and quickly walked passed me.
walk on by
walk on by
make believe that you dont see the tears
just let me breathe in private
cos each time i see you
i breakdown and cry
walk on by....cheeby
a rush of unwanted emotions of sheer sadness and angst came over me as he walked passed me.then i turned to my right and i see this boy looking so good, walking close beside me. so i smiled and whispered under my breath, i love you,____.
i snapped back to reality and everything fell onto the right places, when i looked at you.you dancing webcam whore, you.
qin, you know you are getting closer to my side.so pls, back away.the world is getting smaller between you and me and you know damn well i hate you whole.so pls, pls go away.
i still dont know why you did what you did.but hey, let bygones be bygones i guess.
my dancing webcam whore is always there when i need him the most.
you dont go away.you stay.hurhurhur (=
ladollyvita at 1:07 PM
after watching that i watched South Park for the umpteenth time.
hurhurhur.
i wonder how you would react if she was there yesterday.is it going to be a good or bad thing?
and ladies and gentlemen, be prepared to hear this...
i finally got a goddamn mp3 player.woo...weee....!
okay fine..got it free from the scv subscription dont know what thing.but hey its nomad, man.nomad.
ladollyvita at 6:11 PM
okay the title may sound dirty but i dont mean it that way.seriously, i dont.
i was waiting for lynox at 7-eleven at ard 8:30am.right in front of the 7-11 door was a small boy (4yrs old or so) in pyjamas with a microscooter beside him.he was also touching his little birdie.i wanted to grab my favourite hotdog in a bun and he wasnt strong enough to open the door so i opened it for him while he kept on touching it.i was irritated.urgh.
his elder brother was inside and he was shouting at the boy "kau keluar lah gi jaga tu scooter.keluar!" the boy was still touching his birdie as he went out of the door.
there are two doors.the boy was standing outside, in front of the left door and i was abt to go out the left door but somehow my legs went straight to the door on the right.at the very moment i pushed the door, the boy pee-ed in his pants and squirted some onto the icebox outside.luckily i didnt come out from the left door cos he would have squirted on me.
the hotdog bun suddenly doesnt seem like a good idea for breakfast anymore.
i almost tripped while coming down the stairs in the lecture hall.im sure some people saw that.but hey, im coo, im coo.no biggie.no bighoohah.
i was in the mrt, on the way to meet my dancing webcam whore and a nyonya with her grandchild was sitting beside me.the boy was holding a drink with a straw.i was abt to doze off when i felt a spray of water upon my face.
nyonya:aiyah..sorryy...veli sorry arr
me:(burst into laughter in a quiet train full of people)
nyonya:ah boy, see what you did to cheche!
me:hahaha..its okay uh...(laugh, laugh)
squirt.squirt.squirtish day.
went out with the boy today.thanks for everything beb.you rock my grandmama's rocking chair
ladollyvita at 11:10 PM
the smell of rain.
summerhill rain.
rain, rain on me.
i cant wait to see you tomorrow, my dancing webcam whore.fridays excite me but fridays are short.it has been a month.we're merrily skipping on technicoloured rainbows.i heart you like a huge tub of mash potatoes from popeyes.no, wait...i heart you more than that.more than you can imagine.honestly.
ladollyvita at 7:34 PM
i was walking home from school and my mind began to drift away. i started to think.(non-related to anything educational) when i start to think, its not a good thing.
today, i dislike girls.seriously girls, pls stop acting cute and shitte with anyone with a darn stick hanging in between their legs.argh.irritating.
today is not so good.
not so good at all.
you didnt add to my bad day today.well maybe just a sprinkle.but its okay.it doesnt change a thing about my thoughts of you.maybe im just not myself today.maybe all i need is a darn holiday.
its funny how i feel like this is pms when i just ended mine yesterday.
im annoyed by almost everybody i know.im such a silent critic.thats a good thing right?just critisizing them in my head and secretly giving them dirty looks for their disgusting habits.
yes, i am giving dirty looks to you, you, you at the back, you at the corner, you there, oh and of cos you and you and you and you and why not you too?
ladollyvita at 10:49 PM
ladollyvita at 5:36 PM
i like my buttons.makes me want to click all of them.so preeetty right?hurhurhur.
admit it, foo.they are pretty.
it was raining today.i walked home in the rain.ultra lovely.
i am irritated by rachel.she talks way too much.seriously.way way way too much.eek.
jam and hop is this friday.erm whos going?
am i going? i dont know? do i have mtv? do they have mtv? can i get mtv from boys? is this mtv?
i just found out fasihah and tracy bring make-up to school.do girls normally do that?its odd.
oh well.girls are odd.
and
ladollyvita at 5:13 PM
grab breakfast at 7-eleven and then stroll to school.
accountings with mrs dont-know-whats-her-name, break with the boys and microecons lecture.
do you know that...
i have simply no idea of the names of a few people in my class.they dont talk, i dont know.shy people...they need to get over it.it has been two weeks.
slept at 2:30 last night.i was reading fuzzy logic.darn hilarious.i was also waiting for the alarm at 2:30 so i can call up the boy and wake him up for the match.
wake up call again for the boy at 7:00am.i was suppose to go bathe at 7.but i slept again and woke up at 7:30.
i dont know why i bother to type this entry when all i am practically doing is telling a story about nothing.
oh well.off to school now.
ladollyvita at 9:08 AM
yesterday was great like always.
the boy sent me all the way home for the first time and i would rather you dont do it again.you live in sembawang, its ridiculous for you to go back and forth.so its okay you, i can go home on my own.thanks anyway =D
school projects.group projects.urgh.i can get along in a grp thing but its so difficult.its easier for you to score as an individual but not as a grp.as a grp you got to have team work and stuff.got to meet up outside school and go to their houses.man...its a whole load of time wasted on travelling.this will be a long, long three years.
im not going to the punkrock show today even though lynox assured me we're going to get in free.sorry beb.im just not into punkrock and i dont want to just sit.you go and have fun with the other girls.
i have foreseen the subjects i will soon hate.but i am trying very hard to love it now.
nur, you said you didnt bother so thats why you were quiet while i spit at you and then you also said you are bitchy.you see, the sentence doesnt make sense does it?go figure.
you have issues.
so my mom just asked me,
- dier orgnyer garang?
- suker maki maki?
- demanding?
my mom is so kepo uh.
hurhurhur.
ladollyvita at 11:51 AM
tomorrow is friday.fridays rock.get to spend time with the boy.the boy who rocks like mash potatoes from popeyes.its funny how i can tell you everything.its funny how you always know.its funny how we're here.its funny how you're always there when i need you.its funny.good funny.
school was okay.now im off to study...urgh.accounts.
ladollyvita at 3:39 PM
