Friday, December 03, 2004


everyone laughed at a joke, as if they never even heard it before.


there are times, when being small (whether literally or not) is never a good thing. i feel defeated by the world that looks down on me without the slightest sense of respect at any level.to them, im so weak.your words pierce so deep that you will only know how it feels if i stabbed you twenty times in the same spot with a butcher's knife.

as content as i may feel. as many friends i may have. it all doesnt matter when it comes down to the fact that i just feel so alone.no, i am not sensitive.i have stand you for the longest time.cracking up jokes of my flaws, but have i ever in return made fun of your flaws that are utterly obvious?

this amuses me. do you get it?




ladollyvita at 8:38 PM


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