i have frequent attacks of pms these few mths. but mine happens after the end of the week. maybe mine is called post menstrual syndrome.

sunday sings me the blues. i dont like to go out on sundays. i feel uncomfortable knowing that it is a sunday. i hate sundays. and mondays and thursdays.

im out of nails to bite and i cant reach my toe nails.

i think i am chubbier now. yes, you may laugh and say..elly you're so short and thin! but ive grown faster this year. maybe its all the food ive been having. maybe i totally destroyed my high metabolism rate. maybe now i can no longer eat and stay on the same weight. maybe now i broke my whole system with all the high calories of food i eat daily. maybe now its time that i deserve the weight for all those junk i eat. OH MY GOD.

just maybes.

darn sunday. you always make me think bad stuff.

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Lynox//psychedelic
Kammy//angsty grrl
Izad//rockstar superstar
Irma//my superbsister
Lina//hot nurse
Fera//beauty
Iliyas//the yas man
Khairin//pink kharma
Shazana//poetical
Izyan//pink all over
Elly//staraddict
Khadijah//ol'school mate
Natasha//hear her rowr
Nur//strangely inviting
Alvidah//grrrowr
Sharmila//adorable shmotherable
Mariam//greenstar

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