Saturday, June 26, 2004
this is a copy-and-paste entry typed by the wo-man him/herself, Nur.
NUR:anyway. THIS ENTRY IS NOT DEDICATED TO ANYONE IN PARTICULAR. ITS IN GENERAL SO DONT TAKE IT THE WRONG WAY. I HAVE TO SPEAK WHAT I FEEL TOO.ITS JUST THAT THE THINGS I SAID ARE BASED ON COMMENTS FROM A HETEROSEXUAL SPECIAL SOMEONE. AND THIS ENTRY IS NOT TO HURT YOU. OR TO BRING YOU DOWN. ALRIGHT. ITS IN GENERAL. FOR ALL THOSE HETEROS WHO MIGHT BE JUST GETTING WAY TOO ANNOYING.
okay firstly nur, how can it be in general when i am obviously the one who said all these shitte to you.no its not in general.no it doesnt hurt me.it just pissed the living fuck out of me AGAIN.i repeat, AGAIN.for all those heteros who might be just getting way to annoying? are you sure? or is it only for me?
NUR:hmm.
someone told me,
im not goth. gay goth. whatever shit.
who says that i am goth in the first place.
my interests and things i like are just similar to things goth people like.
does that mean i must be a goth?
hah.
okay for that part i shall not go against.you are right.i just said it out of the fact that i was just angry and im just spitting everything out at you.
NUR:im just gay gay? hah. yeah tell me about it.
i know i am gay.
and i am proud to be gay.
is it wrong for a homosexual to be interested in mysterious dark gory weird stuffs?
hmm.
no, its just wrong to be gay.tell me im wrong about that?so it is okay to be gay?if it is, lets go tell your parents about it.
NUR:so what if i am gay.
does that make me a useless piece of shit because i am gay.
no, it doesnt.beb kau luper eh? i knew rafiqin was a fucking fagwhore yet i put that aside plus all his other flaws and pursue a relationship with him.i do not fucking discrimate against faggots.only fagwhores such as him and you.
NUR:so theres a rule nowadays huh.
to not go out with faggots.
why? whats the reason?
it brings down ur reputation if people sees you outside with a faggot?
oh my god.
what. faggots are disgusting? what? like as tho i fucking sucked a dick infront of you.
well, like as tho u have not sucked a fucking cock in your life.
disgusting as faggots might seem. heteros are no different.
homosexuals are just not normal.
and even that is a problem to you people. sheesh.
just mind ur own bloody business.
no it doesnt bring down my reputation.i fucking asked you out.dont you even remember that?nur...you are running away from the point of the problem.do you know whats the problem?whats the root of all these fag hating frenzy?that he cheated on me for you and both of you did very well in pretending nothing was happening between both of you fags on a stick.the reason i hate you and him is bcos you both are gay which result to both of you soon enough became interested in each other bcos you boys/fags have been best friends forever.do you get my point nur?
NUR:dont bloody discriminate the other party.
u fear them, yet u still dare to criticise them. thats great. yeah. well. gays are bitches. far far more bitchy. so yea.
thats a warning. hah. WORDS CAN STAB SO DEEP. YES. AND SO FAR MORE PAINFUL THAN ASSFUCKING. HAH.
well well.
okay now lets highlight some words...
discriminate
my dear nur, i do not discriminate.if i do why was i even friends with rafiqin in school when i know well enough that he was just another fag?
get this straight nur.i do not discriminate.i just hate you and him.and you know damn well whats the fucking reason.
fear them
are you sure about that?no wait, i think i will only fear you if you are in drag.dragqueens are scary, without a doubt.
gays are bitches.far far more bitchy.thats a warning
okay lets play a guessing game.who trembled, looked on the floor and just kept quiet the whole fucking time when elly was talking to him? guess who? yes, nur.you did.
words can stab so deep.
oh you got me wrong when i said "it fucking hurts".i was referring to the whole issue of you and him being so in fucking love even when i was together with him.not about the whole entry.thats just yet another issue.
ladollyvita at 8:54 PM
