Tuesday, May 04, 2004

its not easy nur.
not easy at all to wake up every morning knowing i was used.
i am trying every day to pass my time without having his pathetic image in my head.
dont you ever say that again "still not over it"
cos that would just provoke me to kick the living crap of your little faggoty arse.
i am trying, you little fuck. TRYING to fucking get over it.
you know, i am a girl afterall.

you have no idea.
how dismantled i am ever since.

ladollyvita at 3:00 PM


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