Thursday, April 01, 2004

stranded and still in love.
been there, done that.
its okay. love and lost. it comes in a package. but i take back what i said about 'forever is impossible'. cos its not.
there is no right choices. every choice made is both wrong and right because there is so many angles to look at it.

there is no turning behind? there is. he did that. and i did that. we came together out of the fact that we both turned behind and refreshed and restart.

i am not making you feel guilty dear. its all just honesty. i am never sure about anything. but i have to start somewhere.

im leaving him because he is like a stranger around me now. i can see that the 'longing' is gone. you know how humans get bored with something so easily. its okay.

crying wont help...yeap...and you tell that to yourself too.

this is my final cry. no more alarms and no surprises please.
please tell him for me, that i wasnt kidding when i said im leaving.

oh and happy april fools. what a long day. hahah...and all the things i said are not april fools jokes. haha.
now -that- was funny.


ladollyvita at 3:37 PM