Saturday, March 20, 2004

so the results are out.
as expected i didnt get what i want...

fuck the bloody moe. fuck you. fuck you.

i am forced to appeal for a course on monday. so off to NP, early childhood education programme here i come. yes i am going to be a childcare nyonya who scares children with her foul body odour. blah.

everything is wrong at this very moment.
just my luck huh...

quoted from a certain someone "elly, it is a boring course you know...your sister have a flair in sales but you dont..."

you know what. fuck you too. dont fucking compare me with her. she has a flair just because shes working now? there are a million other people who are working just like her so everybody has a flair in sales but me? fuck you man. fuck you.
just stop. stop comparing me to anyone. how can you compare something so different. fuck.

this is sadly immature. 'fuck' words flooding entry after entry. this is getting too immature.

one by one they stab me over and over again. unfortunately they dont even realized it.
ladollyvita at 3:35 PM


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