Wednesday, March 31, 2004

ive been thinking alot lately. partly bcos i have nothing do. yes i am jobless and lazy, so sue me.

now i feel like i am looking for something but i dont know what it is (just like pai felt that day. hah.)
oh how strange everything is now. im using the word 'now' quite often lately. yes elly, focus on the present. the past was a bitch and the future will be a bitch too. so make sure you dont make a bitch out of the present.

dude, whatever is that suppose to mean?

i dont know, man. i dont know.

relationships.
tell me again why the statement 'love hurts'? if love hurts then why does the world need love sweet love?
if love hurts..then why do we all need it?

in my life i love you more

im thinking of leaving. only thinking. but i'll leave if you're cheating on me and you did something behind my back. standing in the rain wouldnt be enough for that bcos i gave you all my trust. and every ounce of love and positivity to you.

why do i have this weird uncomfortable feeling that you are cheating on me, that you did something. you did something that i dont know and if i knew i would cry. pls tell me my feeling is just sheer insecurity. but it seems so real.

well in case my feeling is all true, you stupid #@$#$#^%&^^T&^$%$%4#6$#65^#%^%$^%^%$^*((*^%&^&^%$$%$%^%&G%$@!@!#@#@#$@$@#$#%^^&*()(())(&(^*&*^&$%$%$#@$&^&*(*(*&(*(&)())@$$^$^%#%%&^&^!!!!!!!

i still heart you mister.
ladollyvita at 11:38 PM