Thursday, March 11, 2004

i was watching oprah. she had ''the most romantic man'' thing. wow. there are a number of romantic men...in america that is. men who goes all the way for the woman they love and adore even when they're married. the most romantic man was this certain guy called Brian. okay this is how the story goes...

he met his wife in college. since then they have been in love. they got married and then at 24, his wife found out she has breast cancer. she had to shave her head and go through multiple surgeries and all those while her husband stayed with her everyday and said she looked beautiful and sexy even when shes bald. and he cried looking at his wife on the hospital bed. a man cried. how rare is that.

the whole video was touching. through health and sickness.

oprah rocks.

the other men were romantic too...leaving short love notes everyday even when they're married and living in the same house.

and that made me wonder about the conversation i had with a friend last night.

he asked me why im not selfish about the boy.

thank you sir. its true. im not selfish. bcos i just am. i will let you step all over me if i think you're worth it. i will give you what you want if i think you're worth it. i will go all the way to be with you if i think you're worth it. in return i dont ask for anything. it would be nice for your turn to treat me well but i have no expectations.

i walked all the way to that block near your house almost every night just to sit there with you.
i ran to your house when you were sick and got you panadols. i ran. i did.
i waited for you for an hour and a half bcos you overslept and i dont intend to move until you came.
i got you what you want even though i was saving the money to buy my medicine.
i know of your past and what you did but i just let it pass me by.
i waited for you to finish work at 11pm but in the end you were going to yishun instead and i still talk to you the next day.
i let you do what you want...eyeliner etc.

and then my friend reminded me...''he USED to say i love you to you''

yeah...he used to. and almost everyday i msg him short messages to tell him that i am still in love with him. i just did last night.

oh well, to my dear friend...
i love him. i do. so much that its too mushy and every word and thing i do or write is mostly for him. a day never passed that i did not have him in my head. never. since 8th January 2003. thats a year ago. and im still not bored of being in love with him. im not selfish because i know that it happened between us. that once we were both in love and that what ive been longing for happened.

haha...yeap yeap...mushy nyer elly. but its true. my love for him is whole and sincere.

i will give him the world if it was possible.


ladollyvita at 2:58 PM